好久没来这了。我看也很少人来着吧！若来了，算你厉害！若读得懂我接下来要写的内容，算你够力！

最近也不知怎么了。今天是观音的生日，特别跑去了裕廊东拜观音。平时20分钟的路程，返回时满脑都在想着最近发生的一些事，一瞬间20分钟的车程就变成了短短的几秒钟似的。尤其是最近在忙着的课外活动招聘活动。有些时候我真的搞不懂，到现在还搞不懂。既然选择了参加这门课外活动，为何又那么冷漠，好像不想参加似的。下礼拜就要开始招聘了。发简讯向各位寻求帮助，一个三十多成员的课外活动，居然只有几位回复。至今，我看顶多也只有十位帮手吧。我不是没意识到开学的前几个礼拜会有很多事未能确定，但我已特地把时间往后退，难道就不能同舟共济，每个人放学后抽出一点时间来完成任务吗？最糟糕的不是不肯帮的人，而是那些已发简讯三请四请但就是偏偏不要回复的人。跟可恶的是，有些人竟然还可以笑着，大声地说出 “哦！我看了简讯后就把它推掉了！”。还好意思说出来呢！真不知羞耻！你们到来说说看，这种人过不过分！发了那么多简讯，人家不烦我也烦！真的觉得好累。再说，也就快要开学了。就这样，找人帮忙这么简单的一件事，也就变成了一件非常困难的事。

拜完观音，就当我要离开时，无意中听见了两位阿嫂的对话。其中一位阿嫂的儿子拿了新币五万块移民到国外去了。到了外国，买了房子和一辆豪车那五万块还有剩！听了简直难以相信！新币五万块在现代的新加坡，连一辆日本轿车可能都付不起！突然又再次的意识到，在这通胀率持高的国家里，若要自己好过一点，就要发奋图强赚大钱！但说到容易做到难啊。现在要进入大学商务系，平均成绩要考到三点九分以上。

有些时候看见身边的朋友一个接一个`的去考驾照，真的让我感到心寒。有几位甚至能够驾车！为什么我就是没钱考驾照，没钱驾车呢？！为什么在新加坡驾车那么贵呢？！我也好想驾车呀！

好了。时间也不早了。到此结束。

Ok so here I am back here posting again. Don't even know if anyone still hopes by here. Don't think so anyway. Btw got found a drawing partner recently. We were kind of bored so we just picked up a pencil to draw. Our drawing suck though, but it was still a beautiful piece of art. Last art done was like, sec 2? Haha. Was pondering whether to delete everything and start afresh or to continue. You should know the answer.

Wow...It's been long time since I last posted...Went ecp today...Had quite an amount of fun cycling...I even forgot when did I last cycled and has so much fun...oh wait...I do remember...it was that day in feb...and out of all cycled double bicycle again...it just brings back those memories...well there's nothing much to be done about it anymore...just have to look forward...sometimes it just makes me wonder...how many true friends i really have who understands me...I'm friendly by nature but...but...

Sick...X.x...lols...haven't been able to sleep well these days...Plus dun like drinking water...plus......eh...just sick luh...lol...throat just suck...oh...and plus i ate heaty stuffs i just...lol...roti prata...hahaha...yain yi asked me to drink honey and eat strepsils...but i don't believe in it...lol...so went to school...somemore got presentation...somehow my throat like very obedient...lols...time for presentation it somehow got well...like normal...lols...but after tat, back to normal...LOL...after school went to AMKHub to watch IP Man 2...Great show man!...Damm those angmohs!!!...LOL...on the way home throat got worse i guess...so just walk in to sheng siong buy pack of 6 strepsils...ate 1...seems to be better now...lols...2moro's gonna be a long day again...hmm...will i be able to speak 2moro?...lol...

Went to my secondary school today for speech day...met up with quite a lot of old friends...the feeling was...FANTASTIC!...haha...going up stage, infront of my juniors...and...for 3 consecutive years!...How cool can that be?...all 3 times for POA...Hmm cool!...well...the best thing was my POA teacher who left the school actually came back!...and i got to thank him! which i nvr thought i would ever get a chance to...well...great that i don't have to regret it now!...xD...went for lunch with my AV juniors after that at causeway point...met up with jun hao and his gf...lol...we kept calling them da-ge, sa-sao...LOL...went eat and all started leaving 1 by 1...=.=...then wanted to watch movie but didn't...lols...shi hui called and said she's at timezone with sze yuan...so i went with grace and zhen shen...ohoh...btw...it's zhen shen's bd today!...lol...yea...so when take neoprints and played the candy machine...lol...and we actually won 2 toys!...LOL...jackpot!....hmm...went to eat ljs after that and went home...lols...

Just received a letter from riverside sec...my sec sch...it was an invitation to go back for speech day to get prize!...xD...most likely for poa...haha...and it's great man!...the feeling and everything else...3 years straight!...xDDD...

战阵可以输，但人性不能输。。。

人非圣贤，孰能无过？。。。但知错能改，善莫大焉。。。还有，得饶人处且饶人。。。何必把人家逼到“狗急跳墙" 的情况呢？。。。难道没听说吗？。。。狗跳不过墙就会反过来咬你一口。。。那又何必呢？。。。嗨。。。凡事看开一点，忍一时风平浪静，退一步不就海阔天空了吗？。。。这样一来也能让自己的生活过得更开心，更有满足感。。。何乐而不为？。。。

Since a very very long time ago, and after the mix of cultures over many centuries, it's been decided that girls are weaker than guys in certain aspects, generally...and therefore!, girls can do lots of stuffs that guys can't do...like girls cry and guys must comfort them, girls can get hurt by some random stuff a guy said but a guy can't if a girl said something similar...but...somehow, i dunno how, we seem to forget that afterall, guys are still humans...and as long as we[guys] r human, we can oso bleed, internally and externally, get sad, get hurt and stuffs...人非圣贤，孰能不哭？。。。lols...i dunno i type correct or nt...but the meaning is there luh...correct?...只要是人，就必定有感情，会笑，会开心，会哭，会伤心，会难过，会流泪。。。因为人有了七情六欲。。。so girls...dun ever treat any relationship superficially...a guy being woo u, treat u good, doesn't comes naturally...and the most important thing?...A relationship takes both parties to work at it to keep it going...if u r just gonna let the guy work at it, making it difficult for him, he's just gonna leave u someday even though he might still love u...and dun cry when the day comes...and with regards to guys getting hurt, i tink some of u folks out there alr experienced it...right mei? ;)...

谈钱伤感情，这又何必呢？。。。

两个人在一起，并不在乎时间有多长久。。。而是要好好地珍惜 相处的时光。。。

如果相爱的两个人一定要分开，给对方带来痛苦，那么即使不守寡，也要孤独一生。。。那这样说来，就算只做一天的夫妻，也算曾经拥有。。。你会选择当寡妇，还是宁愿孤独一生呢？。。。

名份并不重要。。。重要的是，曾经和喜欢的人走在一起。。。在一起的时间可能很短暂， 可能一年，一个月或一天。。。但是这一段短暂的日子， 若能让你念及一生，那就足够了。。。因为你已经把那个人和跟他在一起的那段回忆，装在心里了。。。

无事献殷情，非奸即盗。。。

两个相爱的人，不应该在乎天长地久，只应该在乎曾经拥有。。。

LOL!...wth sia u...this nt personal chatroom leh...lols...

HELLO AYM.

i logged into your account!! :D

I MISS COCONUT :(

想念让人感到空虚，寂寞，失落，绝望。。

You can close ur eyes to the things you don't wanna see , but you can't close ur heart to the things you don't wanna feel...

女人心海底针。。。

Went out with sh,mei and sy yesterday...was supposed to meet at 1:15...but was late...haha...went to NYP to submit scholarship stuffs...reach around 2?...met them in sakae...zs was supposed to come along but he didn't...=.=lll...he said he was tired...wtf...lols..who's not tired?...then by the time we finished eating was 2:45...so we decided nt to watch movie anymore...at first wanted to watch Alice in wonderland...but...no time...lols...so went for neoprints...but machine spoiled:DDD...lols...then played around in timezone...the last thing we played was the candy machine stuff...lols...and we won the jackpot!!!...lols...faggot...haha...sh brought home a domo...which she named it IDK...lols...

The day ended even better without zs and movie!:DD

Witness a convo just now...

Female clerk[Rahmah] : John, can u help me do something?
Male Clerk[John] : Yes?
Rahmah : *Requests for help*
John : *Helps out*
Rahmah : Thank you.

John : Rahmah, can i ask u something?
Rahmah : Yea?
John : *Asks*
Rahmah : *Answers*
John : Thank you.

John is a angmoh and rahmah is a local but works in a environment with angmohs. So my question is, if u say 'Thank you' in Singapore u r deemed courteous. But saying too many times will it make ppl feel fake?...as in make the person feel tat u r saying it just for the sake of saying it?...But than again, as long as ppl help u, u should say it. So...conclusion anybody?...

Should I?...Should I not?..........

LOL!...it's been a long time since i've bloggedddd...haha...was damm lazy...plus limited com usage...so it was games whenever i got to used the laptop...xD...but now it's different!...i've my own now!...lols...k...anyway...lots happened...but can't really rmb...lols...will post again when i recall...but for wat i can recall...yea, i got into NYP's banking and financial services...lols...paid around $3000+ even before sch starts?...O.o...sch fees $1148.75, laptop $1400+...lols...damm ex...anyway, just realised someone locked her blog...wonder if she's asleep right now...hmmmm...and MEI!...UPDATE!!!...lols...i've updated!...hahaha...

Hello people. It's STEFFI here. Aym's too lazy to blog, so am helping him. He's currently at my house playing Vegas. Kay, enough. Goodbye. hehe >:D

*yawns*...today's a tiring day...lots of science...@_@...info overload?...lols...plus went for focus study and evening academy...but...thinking that the weekends is coming again do make me feel excited!...can sleep late and wake up late again!...on the way home, help a Malaysian get home...lead him to his bus...lols...felt great helping him...so all of u out there!...start helping people!...lols...*yawns*...good night everybody!...gotta catch some sleep!...bye!...

Asshole!...lols...my old blogskin failed on me...damm it...but i got it changed!...xD...k...tat's all...lols...bye...

Kk...let's continue the list...Hmm...

1) Grace!...xD...My Mei!!!...
2) Sylvia!...=D...
3) Pei Qing
4) Cynthia
5) Hong Fai
6) Jieling...=)...
7) My mum!...=D...
8) Deeshraf!!!...My friend...lols...
9) Jebby
10) My Dad!...=D...
11) Nadzirah
12) Alex
13) Patricia...=D...Kind soul...
14) Yasmeen
15) Airina
16) Celine Ong XIN LEI!...Y so late?!...805pm?!
17) Angel!...Ahh...Kind senior...xD...
18) Marcus...Thanks=)...

Hmm...yesterday's were people who wished me happy birthday in advance...Today's is obviously for people who wished me happy birthday today...lols...and of cuz!...must thank my mei for wishing me 5 times!...haha...but still lose to eliza...right?...lols...and of cuz!...must scold people...STEFFI TAN LI TING!!!U die until where liao?...Next year u die!...Huh!...lols...

Back to post=D..appearently, i haven't get my music up and going yet due to stupid technical faults...IT's my birthday in 1 hour and 24 minutes!xD...and alr got some wishes...hmm...let's see...
1) Brenda
2) Ming Yao
3) Yaqinah
4) Filza
5) Miss Nelly Guo
6) Uma


and the list will carry on from 1 hr and 24 mins later...xD...hmm...but i guess all i get this year will still be wishes and no presents...as usual...but...this year I got more wishes...so...=)...must be positive!!!...lols...went for dinner with my aunt and my bro yesterday at New York!New York!...the 1 at AMK Hub...the food was great!...but what grasped my attention more was the service provided by 1 of the staff there...He smiles when he attends to you, and said thank you back when I thanked him...you all may find that it's common within all salesperson or anybody working in the service sector...but experiencing it tells me it's somewhat different from service provided by typical singaporeans...there's warmth in the way he express himself...if I were to put it in another way, he's giving service from the botom of his heart...btw...he's not a singaporean...don't know where he's from...but all this sets me thinking...singapore government teaches it's people about service through courses and individual companies teaches it's staffs about service...but all that they teach, is it just to wear a fake smile on their face?...Does this shows that foreigners can perform better then singaporeans in the service sector?...HMM......

Woots!~...Haven't post for a long time...cuz there's nothing much to write about...xD...been boring these days...saw a show on ch 5 in the afternoon...proved 3 facts...first, if u drink beer or sweat u will attract more mosquitoes to urself...second, u MUST have 8 hours of sleep EVERYDAY...less sleep will cuz u to make wrong decisions...and if u slp like say 4 hours the previous night, u must slp for at least 9 hours the next night...lastly, good news!...eating chocolates doesn't gives u pimples!...lols!...xD...my back have been aching for quite a few days...went to my grandparents house just now and my grandpa rubbed my back with medicated oil...@_@...and it feels like it's on fire now...damm...gonna go off now...got show to watch...bye~~...